CRAZED

That wonderful place you come to between sanity and rage. Yeah that is never a good place to visit.

But it is hard at times to avoid. I mean like just brings you to these screaming rooms and that is never an option.

Life has such a unpredictable quality to it. And you can tell that it will not end with the options you want.

So you end up getting frustrated and on the edge of control. Some lose it there others often succeed in not making it seem that way.

I’ve never been any good at pretending to stay calm when the world is upside down. Oh I can pretend.

Have noticed plenty that do it. And then manage to make it look convincing. I won’t say it is true.

I was dealing with this person recently who I had shared the concept of grace. And the thing was this was not a believer.

So the aspect of grace and faith from a biblical point of view eluded them. Sadly this individual couldn’t accept the truth.

Eventually just moved on. Only problem the move was to the world of legalism. Not the best choice.

I could help feeling sad over that choice. I like to think of it as do it yourself salvation. It might look good, but it isn’t God’s truth.

And it is so amazing how such people can quote the bible so well. Oh they love their ability to be an expert.

Only problem is that it isn’t God’s truth. It is making the law one’s God. And driven by pride.

You can feel so proud because you feel in control. Course you really aren’t. But you like to think so.

It means to live in a delusion and to think it is God’s path. To act as if you are so prefect and able to brag over your idea of faith.

Only problem is that it isn’t approved of the Lord. Just feels good. In the end God doesn’t honor such pride.

But unfortunately that often isn’t discovered until it is too late.