EMPTY

The point where body and soul are depleted. Heart always follows in terms of desires and dreams.

We just aren't able to truly endure always at the same level of motivation or effort. Wish we could, but unless we are robots it doesn't happen.

Even doing things we love can be taxing at times. Not that we can afford to always accept that it is okay to feel so passionate about something and find it boring at times.

Something seems to possess us that makes admitting that very difficult. Oh we might feel it inside, but we might have trouble saying it to others.

It is as if there is some terrible offense if we happen to acknowledge out something we love with all our heart just isn't sending fireworks through our spirits. Even though it would be true, it doesn't mean we like saying so.

But we sure can feel it just the same. And the reality is that is okay. We are truly normal when we have times we run out of gas.

We might be okay with mention when we are out of gas in terms of physically, but I'm not sure we are comfortable doing the same on other levels such as spiritually. It does happen, we just aren't thrill to confess it.

I've personally come to accept such aspect of being. There are times when my brain just gets weary and I need a break.

Only my heart and spirit aren't always willing to accept that it is okay to do nothing. That it is okay to be inactive for a time of rest.

Personally, I fight it to much. I just get too nudged to keep plotting away. Makes me feel guilty if I'm not doing my routine.

But when that inner hint comes to stop, it never does end up productive to ignore it. That can only make it worse at times.

Because it will wear you down in layers. Energy will seep out of the body and spirit in different types of feeling listless.

The more one resists the more it will make other parts of one's being become tired. Until you are forced to disrupt one's behavior and routine.

There is a difference in the life of faith between being resistant and being obedient to let yourself recharge. God knows the difference too.

Hopefully, he doesn't have to shout to get us to respond.