SOMETHING

It digs at our heart and mood in so many ways. The disquieting shake of feeling out of balance.

How often that really can attack at the oddest times. We can be quite calm and peaceful and then be made to feel so down.

Without any understanding of why. Left confused and unable to shake the feeling, just get more depressed as time passes.

Then perhaps the feeling disappears. We have no idea how it came in the first place. So there is not way grasp why it improved.

We can sit in our confusion and never find the answer. Which can be so difficult to accept.

How complex things can be in our minds. The inner conflicts that truly do wear us down. They will always create chaos.

And if we can’t accept them or acknowledge them then things will never have a chance to improve.

Essentially there are so many times when something exists within, some memory or pain that we’ve forgotten. It is a like a trigger that waits to be pulled.

And so many things can pull it. Sometimes it doesn’t take much. Really is so easy to have something do that.

When it does then the feelings come. They dig at us and impact on so many levels, which can really affect us.

This is just the passage of life so often that most follows. It might stay uncorrected or never understood.

Only the Holy Spirit can truly give light in that regard. He can help us appreciate what can and can not be changed.

He might not take away all the scars. Not suddenly make us have peace over them. But He bless us with understanding.

Now that is the part that is the hope. To have the truth the lets us find clarity in the pain. And it is pain at times.

How many work so hard to deny this fact. They will not be willing to accept this is part of life.

By a whisper sometimes we learn more than a shout.