RELAPSE

I fell
into a rut again.
One more
visit
in the land of slumbering
and sluggish lust mirages
where I normally
frequent in secrecy.
But my languishing
is never
forever.
Because I cling to the illusion
about
a magical staircase
that leads to heaven.
However
claming to find it
can be
the biggest lie
we tell ourselves.