Healing

Searching through the blackness
of inner space’s many recesses.
Feeling the cold and isolation
while looking for answers
to all the pains and mistakes
as they come into the head
like stars in the night sky.

Spinning inward in hurling cycles,
faster and faster plummeting to the depths.
Fear spiders crawling through the nerves,
desperate to find that cerulean light of truth
shining its radiance upon what brought
the manny hurts and sorrow into the memories.

Closer and closer coming to the core
with its nova of illumination’s explosion
and at last feeling its warmth
when finally being able to see
what had caused so many errors,
totally covered thoughts with guilt.

Then the eyes pierce that place
beyond excuses and lies,
beyond the tales told as constellations
to distract from who we might be.

Reaching where there is heat
that heals from its reality
while the azure rays of recovery
bring a calm and new life.

Rising towards the world again
breathing without the same delusions
in a new hope and joy
from the sense of incredible freedom.